This journal is for people who have an account on MySpace. I have recently created a new MySpace and would like to have YOU as one of my friends. I know this sounds pretty stupid, but I wanted to invite all my watchers and anyone who comes across this journal. My MySpace is; [link]

The following is for my love. Sara Brown.

I don’t want to close my eyes Because tomorrow will come to soon I don’t want to reach the end Because I don’t know what I’ll find I don’t want to cry Because I’m afraid I’ll miss something I don’t want to think Because I’ll think about you I don’t want to hope Because it won’t happen I don’t want to wish Because I know I’ll wish for you I don’t want to sing Because you’ve made me lose my voice I don’t want to write Because I’ll write about you I don’t want to smile Because it won’t be true I don’t want to trust Because I know it will be broken I don’t want to love Because I know I’ll still love you I don’t want to talk Because I know I’ll talk about you I don’t want to hate Because I know I can’t hate you I don’t want to die Because I won’t be able to see you I don’t want to live Because I’ll be living without you I don’t want to wake Because I know I’ll see you I don’t want to dream Because I know I’ll dream about you I don’t want to scream Because I know you can’t hear me I don’t want to laugh Because it won’t be right I don’t want to forgive Because I’m afraid it will happen again I don't want to cut Because I know it won't help the pain. I don’t want to call Because I know you won’t answer I don’t want to fall Because I know you won’t catch me I don’t want to sleep Because I know you’ll haunt me I don’t want to want to speak Because I know you’re not listening I don’t want to sketch Because I’ll sketch you I don't want to hold on Because I know you won't save me. I don’t want to face you Because I know I love you.




x

Shane